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Back to school!

I'm actually excited to be back. My 5 week vacation was starting to drive me insane. I feel rather bad that I didn't accomplish nearly anything during that time. Well, I did develop a nice layer of fat to keep me warm for the rest of the winter. Hopefully stairs will help get rid of it.
I'm not so excited for the classes I'm taking. Turns out my schedule got an unwelcome makeover by the people that registered me for classes, and now I'm stuck with it. I also have to endure another semester of one of the dumbest women I have ever met. Oh joy. I'm trying to be as positive as I can. I've wanted to be here for so many years. My family wants me to transfer schools though. Someplace cheaper. I love (most of) my family, and I don't want them to worry about me not making it as an artist. I'm gonna work hard though.

Last minute Shopping!

Ch-ch-changes!

 I'm not really sure why I never post anything on here. No one would bother to ever read anything, but it's nice to once and a while speak to an audience outside of my family and close friends. So I guess I will allow myself to ramble for a little while about nothing in particular.

I am currently on my winter break from school. The first semester went very well. I had a lot of fun and met some amazing people. I'm excited for next semester to come along, but not too soon. XD During this loveliest of breaks I plan on completing all of the sewing projects that I've had building up over the past year. If I finish/ fix up all of the stuff I've had lying around, I'll have enough Lolita to wear for a week. ^ ^ I can't wait to get started! I'm also trying to make presents for my whole family. That sounds like a lot but it's actually less than ten people. This is the first Christmas where I will actually be on the giving end of presents. I hope everyone likes what I make for them!

I doubt anyone will know, but I changed up my LJ completely. I think it was time. The name of Miss Christy is actually very sentimental to me. When I was little I had to ride the bus to school everyday, like most children do, but I was close with my bus driver. He was a very kind old man and I grew to care for him like I would a grandfather. He called me Miss Christy, and now that I'm older I can appreciate the impact he had on my life. With this reinvented persona I want to try and express who I am more clearly online since that is the direction the world is moving in. I'm very far behind compared to everyone else I know though. I'm working on my online portfolio right now so that I can display my progress as an artist. It's moving slowly now, but I'm sure things will get moving faster soon.

I have more things I could talk about, but maybe I'll save that for a later date.
OMFG!!!!! Only ten days 'til my birthday!!!! *explodes*

I got into art school!

So I just got my letter saying I'm in at MCAD!!! *dances* Money doesn't even seem to matter to me right now 'cause at least I'm in. I'll freak out about that later.

Also very pleased that I'll now be able to go to Lolita meetups 'cause I won't be a billion miles away.

Not much else to say. Just happy, happy, happy.

Looking back

It is already over halfway through the first month of the year and instead of looking to what this year will have in store for me, I've found myself reminiscing about what I've done in the recent months and even years. I wonder if the decisions I've made, though beneficial, have actually been the right ones. I'm scared about how my choices are affecting the lives of those that I'm in contact with. It kills me to know that I've been hurting them in my quest to get ahead and make my own life better. Is it really the right thing to do? If I am being held back, is it wrong to want to be let go and move on, even at the expense of a friendship lasting years?
My whole life I've been told to focus more on myself and stop trying to make everyone else in the world happy, but when I do I become miserable seeing them unhappy. Is that being successful? It doesn't seem like it. Is my happiness the most important thing? Or is the happiness of those I love and care about more important?
I think my friendship has run its course. It was one of the best things that ever happened to me, but I think it was a vehicle for me to grow and change, like most things in life. I will never, ever regret it. No one could have done what she has done for me. I'm sad to see it end the way it is. Maybe we can be friends again someday. Just not now. We both need to grow in our own way. As it is we are just getting more and more tangled in each other and aren't allowing ourselves to branch out. And it's not just me I'm worried about, I need her to grow strong too. I need her to become strong again. That will be my happiness.
Hi there! I'm Tsukomi-chan, AKA Luna (at least everywhere else on the net). I am a wannabe artist, more specifically a manga artist. I'm 18 years old and I'm in college. I live in a small MN town where everyone thinks I'm a bit weird 'cause of my interests. I've always said that if I wasn't destined(?) to draw comics that I'd like to design clothes. Ever since I discovered the amazing world of Japanese street fashion three years ago, I haven't been the same. I'm working on amassing a large amount of Lolita clothing, both by purchasing and making my own, and I've also started to cosplay. Other interests I have are :
Watching anime, reading manga *gasp!*, devoting my life to the addictive internet, running, playing videogames, stargazing, trying to learn new things only to procrastinate later, contemplating the meaning of life and my exsistance in it, reading romantic vampire novels, playing dress-up, riding on my four-wheeler, and last but not least, using up all of the hot water before my sister has to take a shower. Whew! Sorry that was so long, but I think that about sums it up.
That's all the time I have for today so, sad sad kiddie, so long. (The Pillows)

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